View Full Version : I'm very depressed right now
Kerma
03-19-2009, 04:19 PM
First of all, I used to go on a site called Bonus.com. It was a free games for kids site, but then in 2006 they turned into a weird facebooky type site under the same name and same company, and it was still aimed for kids. Try to go there today and you will find this site that sells anything for discount prices, and no trace of the game for kids site, not even a trace of the company. Bonus was now only known to people who had been there from 1997.
Bonus was known for it's AWESOME quirky and sometimes downright weird games that you could probably only find there. It was most famous for it's MMO game Battlefield I and II, but III ultimately killed the company due to it being nothing like the original.
http://i297.photobucket.com/albums/mm231/theleafsguy/Battlefield/f101voodoocol.jpg
Battlefield I
Everybody loved battlefield I, except for bonus who kicked it off the site onto www.Playbattlefield.com (http://www.Playbattlefield.com), and that site is now deleted too.
Then with the help of atkins posting the wayback machine, I snapped my fingers and with an Idea I shouted WAYBACK!
NO LINKS WORK (http://web.archive.org/web/*/http://bonus.com) (cept the 1996 and 1997, 1996 bonus wasn't even open and 1997 had little to no games)
and I come back here to cheer up, and Vark is banned for life.
So I'm depressed.
ALSO: if anyone else remembers Bonus, I'm looking for a game where you were an alien in a 2d game and went into different levels and you pushed boulders around (and they could fall on you) and collected pearls. I think it was called "ROOMS".
EDIT: Woot! found one game from bonus! Art Attack (http://stahlforce.com/games/)
Ninja of Frozen Milk
03-19-2009, 04:38 PM
Yeah, I'm depressed too. Well I'm always a little depressed, but now more then ever.
Manga Chic
03-19-2009, 05:24 PM
Vark is banned for life.
For Life?!?!
cyberclone42
03-19-2009, 05:45 PM
Sighh.. This is my fault. I should never have told someone to play a rare game. :cry: I'll miss him... Maybe Suicidal Lunatic again?
Wesley
03-19-2009, 06:46 PM
For Life?!?!
Yep. Pirating is baaaad.
TyTBone
03-19-2009, 07:27 PM
Yep. Pirating is baaaad.
IMO, it's even worse when it's bragged about, which is what he seems to have done.
I'm more than depressed, my life is currently miserable and I can't take it anymore, different events have led up to this moment and I'm going mad, seriously I'm not joking.
Pumpkineater
03-20-2009, 07:41 AM
My last 3 weeks were awefull for many reasons. I am really depressed too.
TyTBone
03-20-2009, 07:54 AM
My past week has been very emotionally topsy-turvy, love-ish wise. It's been great, it's been miserable, it's been WEIRD ... and as usual I only got about 5 hours of sleep per night, so thank goodness for the weekend.
I think our generation is going to go down in flames if we don't start realizing what's really important and how what we do affects others and even ourselves. Heck, sometimes even I don't realize it, but I'm trying harder.
It's interesting: depression is almost like a cycle. You might give in to self-pity, listen to angry music to fuel the rage/make yourself feel better [or play video games],
and so on and so forth until somebody does something really special for you to boost your self-esteem. Then, pretty soon you've forgotton it and sink back down. Or nothing seems to go right, so the cycle occurs [with the rage just building up] until you get drastic for attention and [heaven forbid] go on a shooting rampage ... or, of course, something much less drastic.
I may be a bit off; I'm just thinking in writing. Feel free to discuss.
My last 3 weeks were awefull for many reasons. I am really depressed too.
Would it help to talk about it? Communication is key in life.
Well in my condition you are way off, I've never gone in a rage after I get really depressed and angry but this time I've definately had enough and I don't think I can take it anymore, if my life continues on like this I may even not live to be 18. Nobody does nice things for me and they act like they hate me and I've stopped caring but now I've finally cracked and I'm going mad, I've got no happiness whatsover, nothing is making me feel happy right now, not even posting! Aaah! I'm gonna die this way!:cry:
TyTBone
03-20-2009, 10:21 AM
Well in my condition you are way off, I've never gone in a rage after I get really depressed and angry but this time I've definately had enough and I don't think I can take it anymore, if my life continues on like this I may even not live to be 18. Nobody does nice things for me and they act like they hate me and I've stopped caring but now I've finally cracked and I'm going mad, I've got no happiness whatsover, nothing is making me feel happy right now, not even posting! Aaah! I'm gonna die this way!:cry:
*Gives a Y$* Well, remember that when you get old enough [and adult] you can choose what you want to do, and that means choosing to do things that bring joy to your life. And try "doing unto others as you would have them do unto you" - do some kind stuff for people instead of waiting for them to be kind to you. Volunteer work, even, if you can find the time.
EDIT: Here's another way [albeit less pleasant] way to look at it: do you really want to just become another suicide statistic?
SpiderPumpkin
03-20-2009, 10:26 AM
Nobody does nice things for me and they act like they hate me and I've stopped caring but now I've finally cracked and I'm going mad, I've got no happiness whatsover, nothing is making me feel happy right now, not even posting! Aaah! I'm gonna die this way!:cry:
I know how you feel, I've been feeling like that a lot (until somewhat recently). The best way to endure something like this is reminding yourself that the situation is probably not going to stay this way, there's always going to be positive events in life. Don't think too much about the "now" if you're experiencing troubles like that, think about the future, what comes after the bad times. "Miracles" can happen, sometimes you need to do something yourself to make them happen, and then it's all going to improve. Just don't lose hope; most of your life is still ahead of you.
Hammer Up!
03-20-2009, 10:33 AM
Am i the only one having a normal,not very depressing life in the forum?Possibly not.
Well listening to people's advice is what I do! So I'll listen to all you people and forget all about my troubles and go break some windows with my ball:p. This is gonna be fun!
EDIT: TyTbone I'm not gonna listen to your opinion of volunteering work cause I'm no worker! I'll just play!
TyTBone
03-20-2009, 10:43 AM
TyTbone I'm not gonna listen to your opinion of volunteering work cause I'm no worker!
I want my Yerfie back. :P
Reecer6
03-20-2009, 12:27 PM
I remember Bonus! I'm going to check it out.
Also, I'm happy. Plus, I just had some Coke and Pizza today!
TyTBone
03-20-2009, 01:43 PM
I just had some Coke and Pizza today!
http://i42.tinypic.com/smamqd.jpg
Ninja of Frozen Milk
03-20-2009, 02:17 PM
Actually, according the The Beatles, Happiness is a Warm Gun
Reecer6
03-20-2009, 03:38 PM
But Coke should be cold and Pizza should be warm!
And that's Coca-Cola, not Coke!
TyTBone
03-20-2009, 03:57 PM
Coke!
http://i44.tinypic.com/33joa49.jpg
Wesley
03-20-2009, 04:51 PM
I think I'm alright right now. I tend to be a bit on the lonely side every now and then, but I went to a Birthday party yesterday, and I've got a home video of what happened, so it's not so bad. I'm going to school on Monday after March Break is over, so things will be back to normal here.
Kerma
03-20-2009, 04:51 PM
I remember Bonus! I'm going to check it out.
VICTORY! somebody either than me who had their whole childhood engulfed in this awesomeness!
I want my Yerfie back. :P
Ha! I laughed so hard after reading this, anyway I listened to your othere advice and I'm gonna give you your yerfie back, plus interest
death
03-20-2009, 10:28 PM
I know how you feel. I have bipolar disorder (which I am now taking meds for) and it makes my mood swing up and down. it's kinda like being a completely different person. (when your down) when your up, which is brief, your just happier than normal. Now my moods are balanced (unfortunately that makes it harder for me to find things funny) and I am more like myself than I have been for my entire sophomore year. (I am a junior now)
Reecer6
03-21-2009, 06:26 PM
Also, I don't remember the battle field game. I, however, DO remember a puzzle game about guiding a mummy. Also, several games where you're in a maze.
Wesley
03-21-2009, 08:53 PM
This topic is Bi-Polar. Or maybe it has a split personality.
Ufo-Man
03-21-2009, 09:06 PM
i loved the battlefield game. it was made of awesome. before this was made i had checked on bonus and now it is about bargains.
TyTBone
03-21-2009, 11:36 PM
This topic is Bi-Polar [Bear]
http://i39.tinypic.com/mmyn3c.jpg
TyTBone
03-22-2009, 08:20 PM
BTW, just so you all don't think I don't get depressed, I'm feeling VERY bad right now. I didn't finish a project that's due tomorrow even though I feel like I worked my bum off, I'm very tired, and I'm feeling very sad about this situation with a great girl. But hopefully I can find the time tomorrow to call home and spill my guts...
EDIT: And sometimes I also wonder why I bother...
You're better than me, I'm falling apart just as I am typing this!:p
TyTBone
03-23-2009, 08:10 AM
You're better than me, I'm falling apart just as I am typing this!:p
Tell your mom that you really need some emotional support right now. If she can't pay attention to her own son, SHE NEEDS TO STRAIGHTEN UP! :x[Although you may be portraying her in a bad light because of the entire situation at hand.] Send her my and Ubernoob's way, and we'll talk to her... :P
peter
03-23-2009, 10:38 AM
I'm depresed,but thats nothing new to me.I am bullyed and teased almost every day of my life,because peopleknow that I'm sensitive and purposely annoy me
legomash
03-23-2009, 11:13 AM
and I come back here to cheer up, and Vark is banned for life.
Hang on a second, WHAT?!!?!
Ive been off this site for ages, and the first thing I find out when I decide to check it out again is that Varkarus is gone? This day is bad.
Ah! I got over my depression, now I'm happy as a bunny (bunny's are happy right?). Well you guys gave me good advice and I finally talked to my parents and well they kinda made me happier with all the syuff they said, and I might have been wrong saying all that stuff about my parents, they were indeed very busy with all this moving stuff
Ubernoob
03-24-2009, 11:21 AM
All's well that ends as you like it.
Manga Chic
03-25-2009, 01:40 PM
So? I'm being SHUNNED by everyone because I'm different and not that "pretty" *We are morally bankrupt this decade, aren't we?* and refuse to fall under the Twilight cult.
On top of which, my friends don't want to be my BFF's friend anymore because they think that she's paying too much attention to me because she's just trying to help me through my depression streak and I feel like I can't really be friends with ANYONE!!!!!! *bangs head on desk*
So we're all having really bad days?
bowserfan
03-25-2009, 01:42 PM
http://i297.photobucket.com/albums/mm231/theleafsguy/Battlefield/f101voodoocol.jpg
Darn, all of the sites contained it are dead? :x
Kerma
03-25-2009, 03:45 PM
Yes, but if you want me to send you a link you might want to know, PM me.
Wesley
03-25-2009, 08:20 PM
So? I'm being SHUNNED by everyone because I'm different and not that "pretty" *We are morally bankrupt this decade, aren't we?* and refuse to fall under the Twilight cult.
On top of which, my friends don't want to be my BFF's friend anymore because they think that she's paying too much attention to me because she's just trying to help me through my depression streak and I feel like I can't really be friends with ANYONE!!!!!! *bangs head on desk*
So we're all having really bad days?
I'm in the same situation, sort of. Usually when you're older, things get better, and some people become more mature and accepting. (Not all of them, of course. Some people never grow up.) However, in the meantime all you can do is hope you'll find someone who's not so vain. Usually those who have sympathy and kindness are people who themselves have been hurt by this sort of thing. (But have usually found kindness themselves before they've gone crazy. If a person is constantly being harassed, they'll likely become bullies and such.) Try to find the sorts of people. You might be surprised to find you're not alone.
Ubernoob
03-26-2009, 08:57 AM
I'm in the same situation, sort of. Usually when you're older, things get better, and some people become more mature and accepting. ... You might be surprised to find you're not alone.
I wish it were true that things get better when you get older. Certainly problems of adolescence don't last forever, but they get replaced with other problems later in life. Many old people are very grim. Even around my age (44) many people have a lot to complain about. And misery loves company.
The trick is to not let it get the better of you. We're all in this together, as Wesley says in different words, I think. And no matter how you're feeling right now, in four hours you'll probably be feeling different.
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